MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING SOON ):

crap, holidays come and go so quickly. I haven't done that commonwealth essay even though I already know what I want to write. I'm just too lazy to get down to it. (just like how i'm so lazy to get some things cleared up) hah.

You really leave me speechless. I don't know what to say to counter you.

Anyway, I'm FINALLY able to hand out that last present that's rotting and collecting dust in my room. That'll be tomorrow. But I still have this unsettling feeling.

I was your back up huh?



you gotta treat me right,
stop telling me those stuff
only when no one else is around

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

i've never.

i've never thought that this would only last such a short while.
i've never thought that between us this would happen.
i've never thought that it would happen so quickly.
i've never thought that i'd be so affected.
i've never thought that you were so important.

i hope it really isn't happening, the gap between us. i hope it's just my mistake on my part. prove me wrong please, because i really am having trouble coping already. don't do this to me.



midnight sun, in norway.
credits to google.


i've never thought you'd have such an impact.

i forgot yesterday.

thank you kennard, for all your help.
i love you mummy <3
i would have died without your help.

thank you, and my cousin thanks you too!

ahhh, what pleasant days.

worried-free, stress-free. i'm so carefree and relaxed (well, wait till school reopens, lydia). Only it's getting a bit boring at home with most of my friends overseas. Adeline can't meet us on wednesday ): she's gonna be going to KL. It's alright, we'll meet up again after she's back!

Hmm, saturday was my second eldest cousin's wedding and it was totally fantastic. I like working as reception, it's really fun, especially being alongside Stella Jie Jie and Allan Kor Kor, two of my cousins. The angpao box was really really heavy at the end!! Haha. I shall just post a few pictures here (:














i'd like to share this with you

hi.

you can totally call me whatever names you want, you know. oh well yeah, names like b**ch and whatever can suck a lot and be very hurting but it doesnt matter. look in the mirror, look at how horrible you look. no no, not the face, not that. WAIT, i don't think you understand what i'm talking about.

thank you kenneth ang. for letting me know that i'm that bitch. funny how i don't feel sad over it huh.

I DON'T NEED YOU

i'm happier than you are.
jingqi you're right, i don't need whats-his-name-cos-i-forgot.

for goodness sake, i am a single entity. people should stop associating me with whatever-his-name-is. and i don't care if his friends hate me.

it's been so long and you can still be pissed about it. yet when i think about it, i find it so hilarious, i can laugh. childish. yet stupid at the same time. you make me proud of myself.

true friends. only one is enough. moreover, i have two at the very least.

bye.





EDIT:









you guys up there in the pictures - kerensa, liyoung, samantha, adeline, clara (even though you're not up there), jingqi, tricia, kennard, zhenwei, yuxuan, kathleen, zhuofei (even though you're not there), zixuan, clement, wilson. i love you all

QI, TRISH! I MISS PAPA, MUMMY AND YOU TWO DAJIE AND ERJIE )):
REN, LY, SAM, ADE, CLARA, I MISS YOU GUYS TOO )):

Went out with Adeline, Kerensa, Samantha and Li Young on Monday!!!!!

I miss them so much ): And we really had a lot of fun. Watched Four Christmases with Li Young, Ade and Ren while waiting for Samantha. Clara was supposed to come, but she couldn't make it in the end ): Wasted. We really had a lot of fun. Played pool too. Ade left early. Oh, okay, pictures!






















AWW MAN, I REALLY MISS THEM SO MUCH.
It was really a hell lot of fun going out with them, talking about our primary school friends, our schools, PROM (which i sadly did not have!!! rarr), joking, crapping, and all that kind of things. We must go out again soon k! And make sure that Clara can make it this time haha.


it never dies