I think, what my brother said to me yesterday was really very nice of him. Even though to him it was nothing, it meant something to me. So, thanks kor, even if you don't know what you said.

I have great friend(s). Thanks Lynn. You know what I mean, and that's all that matters already. I don't wish to blow up matters. No matter how bad I feel inside, I'd put up with it. I don't know how long I can last, but at least, for now, I can take it. I'm contented enough where I am. I know where I stand. I'm nothing, zero, zilch. I'm last. I've lost the race, Lynn.

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