I can feel the tension around school. Like everyone's tensed up over syf, sports competitions and studies. It does dampen moods a lot. And recently so much has happened. I'm still a happy girl though, I'm just worried about so many others around me. Yes, I'm stressed by syf, datelines to meet, all the assignments thrown at us and stuff, but I guess sometimes we shouldn't push ourselves too hard. It'll just produce the reverse effect.

I really hate to see things this way, and to be in the midst of it is even worse. I feel so useless because I can't seem to be able to do anything about it when I was already approached for help. I can't seem to be able to do a single thing right. I don't mind people throwing their tantrums or tempers on me or just venting their anger on me, but sometimes it shouldn't be overboard. I wish everyone could be like the hamsters up there, helping one another, always caring for each other and not be unappreciative towards others' concern towards you.

On a happier note, I FINALLY AM ABLE TO RELEASE MY BALL PROPERLY AND IT CAN NOW HOOK! YAYYYYYY =D I finally am done with PI (although there's the bad bad econs executive summary and GPP to chiong now!).

SYF IS IN 6 days! AHHHHHHH

So fast, and it's the end of April. This year is moving so quickly. As fast as the swine flu is spreading. It's really scary. It's so much more powerful than SARS ): how many more must die before this epidemic can come to an end? ): How many more must suffer the loss of family and friends? How many more must live in constant fear and isolation? How many?

how many more times does it take for you to see that you aren't the only one in this world? my concern is genuine and I'm not the only one. please, start trusting. please start believing that people do care. just as you want me happy, i want you that way too.