why didn't you tell me earlier?

I'll dry up these tears and tell myself that I AM strong. I'll go through this whole thing with courage and strength from Him.

This day is really not a good one. I hope everything will be fine in no time, that everyone will be alright again. It feels as though there's something in me that's ripping apart and it's really painful. No, it's not results. I never do really get affected by results anyway.

No matter what, I know that He will guide me through it.

I place my life in Your hands