Birthday this year was okay (:

I can't really remember what presents are from who, so if i don't list you then, sorry! Oh, the worst thing is, my birthday falls in the weeks when there's like a lot of tests so everyone, including me, were busy mugging our heads off ):

Thanks:
Trish, Qi, Wansi:
1.Lunch and funny 'I NEVERs' at KLP Subway!
2.Donuts + Yan Yan (my birthday "cake")
I had a great time with yall! :D
Kennard and Kow:
1.My bowling shoessssssssss!!!!
Zhen Wei:
1.A purple bunny soft toy o_o
2.An egg casing thing... with a gold DHS collar pin!!! AHHHHH PAPA :D
Shih Ting, Ovid, Chua Si Min:
1.Earrings
2.Ice cream/cake hair tie
3.Shih Ting's leaf-with-chinese-writing-and-is-laminated card with notes!
Weijie:
1.Smiley coin purse that is bright yellow
Bing Geng:
1.Necklace
2.Glass deco that was shattered by some idiot. RAR
EVERYONE who wished me happy birthday (:

Okay well, Daddy Mummy Kor and Sis-in-law gave the most DUH.

hmm i should stop here cos i'm sick and i really don't have the energy to sit here and type some more. byebye.

dear one,

i guess everyone has their ups and downs. life is hard, but we should enjoy it while we can. we shouldn't put too much pressure on ourselves. i know how it feels like to be pressured by external factors, so i understand how you feel. i really hope you're fine. remember, you live for yourself, not for others. your future is your own, not theirs. i'm here when you need me (:

love, lydia.

I know it's been a long time since I updated.
I've been really tired recently! Late nights, chionging homework, getting tutorials done, piano etc. I hate getting back home late every night and realising that I can't practice my piano because it's late and I've got to bathe, eat and get my work done. Sigh.

But then there are happy things too!
Celebrating Kennard's birthday and Jing Qi's birthday, the process of planning them... It's been a long time since I've been really emo!! (: Bowling and Choir! My bowling ball's all done up and happy. Haha, still not really used to it yet, but I'm learning!

Wheee. AND I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE JUST LIKE ME ((:
hello valentia~
i just love that dear girl. she's soooooo cute! and we get along really well even though it's only been 2 months odd! yay!

Happy Valentine's Everyone!
Yay I hope all your days are filled with love and joy!

This year's Vday is just another day to me, but I enjoyed it thoroughly. Even though as the day proceeds towards the end, some unpleasant things are occuring, in all it's quite enjoyable!

Happy Belateds to:
KENNARD (12th)
-i hope you liked everything that was prepared for you! Happy 18th!
SI TONG (7th)
-Happy 15th! And I hope everything goes smoothly for you xD
RACHEL TANG (14th)
PEI RONG (8th)
TUNG HSI (8th)


pls stay fine.

I got tired of uploading Vienna pictures on Facebook.

Happy Birthday everyone! Hahaha.

Okay, so tomorrow I'll totally die, what with rushing from choir prac to jap. choir's gonna end at 8.30! and jap starts at 8.30! Sigh. I don't wanna miss choir, yet I know I can't miss Jap too, if not it'll be a waste of money.

And I'm always so sleepy and hungry these days! I don't know why. Hahaha. Tests are coming up soon and I'm gonna die ):

Oh, I love my bowling ball (:



if only i could be as innocent as her

I guess this new year won't be very much a great year for me, what with all these things happening now.

The whole week of school has been okay, except lectures can get a bit boring haha. I didn't fall asleep, but I always yawn a lot. Have to self entertain myself because I realised my class people very scary, all like very smart. We have a super "efficient" chairperson -.- and we love sabo-ing people to be reps! hahaha.

Choir IS SO FUN!!! I love SH choir. Haha, we should have more minjie-the-doorknob choir pracs. Seriously, SH choir is so fun, I've never had a more fun choir prac. It used to be quite tiring and draining, but now, it's so lively and energetic, I don't really feel all that tired anymore.

Bowling is fun too. Haha, I know some find it really boring, with just throwing the ball down the lane. But I like! Very fun. I mean, it's not easy to be good in bowling and I'm still so noob at it, i can't seem to control my arm properly and place it properly. Keep turning to the right ): I WILL WORK HARDER (: if only I didn't have such horrible sweaty palms, it'd be better.

Dinner with Qi and Wansi on Friday was so fun. We could have ended up in jail. SHHHHH xD And 4-persons ANGEL-MORTAL! Hahahaha, I can't wait to find out who my angel is. This is so fun, especially when we draw lots, i kept picking myself. Hahaha. That is so hilarious.

Hmm, I'm gonna give you all my support even though it will hurt me so much. Just make sure I see you happy then it's all good.

Happy CNY everyone!

I'm sorry I love you.
Now I can just look on,
while you go on about her.

Orientation was a total blast!
Bennu <3
5C23 <3
B4 <3

Haha, i totally love us. Although we weren't the champions, we were second and I think that's really not bad already. Good job, B4! The Best Group award was won back, with so many injuries sustained by more than half our team mates. We really went all way out for everything and pushed ourselves to our limits. Yay, I love B4 (:

I shan't elaborate too much, but I really enjoyed the school tour and watafest. Dragonboating wasn't too bad. Stupid Terence splashed sea water straight into my mouth! RAWR. Cluedo could have been fun. The storyline was really good, but due to the hiccups, it turned out pretty bad. Ben Goh RAWR!

I think Camelia, Ching Hsien, Jia Qi (though she only appeared on the first day), Chiat Siang and Zhuofei FeiJie were brilliant. The OGLs owned totally. They were so great and sporting and they really fought for us, encouraged us, played with us.

Okay, classes are starting tomorrow and I guess I'm looking forward to them. It's going to be a totally new experience! Yay!


i think i know you, but again i don't think i do. i'm not sure what i'm feeling but it is just so painful to do what i'm doing now, even though i know it's best this way. it's probably still too early to tell and i can definitely sense the distance already. still, i'll carry out what i promised, but i don't know if you will ):

It's a NEW YEAR!!!

Hello, 2009!
Haha, I know this post is really late.

I guess days have been pretty well going. Bowling trainings have been fun, what with getting to know new seniors, learning how to bowl, having fun in the midst of it... haha, yupp it's fun! Except for certain parts of it... well.

Went back to school with Trish the other day as well to see them perform for Year1 Orientation. Frankly speaking, I was somewhat shocked, yet not shocked at their standard. Okay, I really shouldn't elaborate too much here. But the juniors would really have to work doubly hard for the upcoming SYF. I mean, their potetial is there, it's evident! Yet they aren't making full use of it. Go for it, choir! Kasey, don't stress so much okay?

Now, I AM SO FED UP WITH MY HOTMAIL. I can't delete, read or create any emails!! Ugh, I'm so fed up with it, I feel like banging the screen of my laptop.

School's gonna reopen soon ): I'm not exactly looking forward to all the hectic days of studying, cca and piano, but I'm looking forward to the beginning of a totally new school life for me haha, not to mention a brand new year with much more new hopes. Wheeeeee.


Say hi to Mr Turtle from the local zoo! (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING SOON ):

crap, holidays come and go so quickly. I haven't done that commonwealth essay even though I already know what I want to write. I'm just too lazy to get down to it. (just like how i'm so lazy to get some things cleared up) hah.

You really leave me speechless. I don't know what to say to counter you.

Anyway, I'm FINALLY able to hand out that last present that's rotting and collecting dust in my room. That'll be tomorrow. But I still have this unsettling feeling.

I was your back up huh?



you gotta treat me right,
stop telling me those stuff
only when no one else is around

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

i've never.

i've never thought that this would only last such a short while.
i've never thought that between us this would happen.
i've never thought that it would happen so quickly.
i've never thought that i'd be so affected.
i've never thought that you were so important.

i hope it really isn't happening, the gap between us. i hope it's just my mistake on my part. prove me wrong please, because i really am having trouble coping already. don't do this to me.



midnight sun, in norway.
credits to google.


i've never thought you'd have such an impact.

i forgot yesterday.

thank you kennard, for all your help.
i love you mummy <3
i would have died without your help.

thank you, and my cousin thanks you too!

ahhh, what pleasant days.

worried-free, stress-free. i'm so carefree and relaxed (well, wait till school reopens, lydia). Only it's getting a bit boring at home with most of my friends overseas. Adeline can't meet us on wednesday ): she's gonna be going to KL. It's alright, we'll meet up again after she's back!

Hmm, saturday was my second eldest cousin's wedding and it was totally fantastic. I like working as reception, it's really fun, especially being alongside Stella Jie Jie and Allan Kor Kor, two of my cousins. The angpao box was really really heavy at the end!! Haha. I shall just post a few pictures here (:














i'd like to share this with you

hi.

you can totally call me whatever names you want, you know. oh well yeah, names like b**ch and whatever can suck a lot and be very hurting but it doesnt matter. look in the mirror, look at how horrible you look. no no, not the face, not that. WAIT, i don't think you understand what i'm talking about.

thank you kenneth ang. for letting me know that i'm that bitch. funny how i don't feel sad over it huh.

I DON'T NEED YOU

i'm happier than you are.
jingqi you're right, i don't need whats-his-name-cos-i-forgot.

for goodness sake, i am a single entity. people should stop associating me with whatever-his-name-is. and i don't care if his friends hate me.

it's been so long and you can still be pissed about it. yet when i think about it, i find it so hilarious, i can laugh. childish. yet stupid at the same time. you make me proud of myself.

true friends. only one is enough. moreover, i have two at the very least.

bye.





EDIT:









you guys up there in the pictures - kerensa, liyoung, samantha, adeline, clara (even though you're not up there), jingqi, tricia, kennard, zhenwei, yuxuan, kathleen, zhuofei (even though you're not there), zixuan, clement, wilson. i love you all

QI, TRISH! I MISS PAPA, MUMMY AND YOU TWO DAJIE AND ERJIE )):
REN, LY, SAM, ADE, CLARA, I MISS YOU GUYS TOO )):

Went out with Adeline, Kerensa, Samantha and Li Young on Monday!!!!!

I miss them so much ): And we really had a lot of fun. Watched Four Christmases with Li Young, Ade and Ren while waiting for Samantha. Clara was supposed to come, but she couldn't make it in the end ): Wasted. We really had a lot of fun. Played pool too. Ade left early. Oh, okay, pictures!






















AWW MAN, I REALLY MISS THEM SO MUCH.
It was really a hell lot of fun going out with them, talking about our primary school friends, our schools, PROM (which i sadly did not have!!! rarr), joking, crapping, and all that kind of things. We must go out again soon k! And make sure that Clara can make it this time haha.


it never dies