I miss you.

Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow.

What a day :D

Good job, Min Jie. You're a really great partner!

How cool. Seeing Aaron Chia on the train, in the same carriage, just one door away. What are the odds of meeting someone again in the train after parting ways 5 hours before? Yay :D

Thank God for your safe return. And I'm glad for the rain :)
I don't know what to think. I just hope everything goes fine for you. Just a few weeks more! I want to see you soon :)

Valentia! MOVIE :D

God is my rock, my fortress, my strength and my salvation! I can survive through all this through Christ who strengthens me! :D

Dear God, I pray that everything works out smoothly for our activity later in the day. Amen.

What a horrible week.
Less than 5 hours sleep for the past 2 weeks with work just piling higher and higher. Why can't A levels just hurry come and hurry go?

I'm losing balance. I see the weighing scale of my life tipping, its contents spilling out.
Oh, how I killed myself.

06032010

Thank you all for the belated birthday wishes :D

Thank you YFers! For the surprise birthday celebration for Weng Ngai and myself yesterday! BIG LOVES TO YOU ALL (:

WENG NGAI ♥ 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO WENG NGAI!!

Thank you for being such a fantastic and super nice YOU :D I'm really glad to know you and I'm super happy you aren't jumping away from me anymore haha. It shall be my goal to celebrate my birthday with you ONE YEAR! :D:D

Thank you dear Phyllis ♥ 

Thank you for being such a great sister-in-Christ and for all your encouraging words! :D

Black polo tees own (: 

And thank you for the super nice and comfy Disney shirt!!!

Mel ♥

Thanks for being such a sweet girl, and for encouraging me all along!

Thank you Aaron (Chai&Chia), Melissa and Wei Yang for the BOOSTER pencil case! :D

Aaron the super nice brother! ♥ 

Thank you for remembering my birthday! HAHA. Thanks for your words of comfort and support :D You've been a wonderful brother!
P.S. Yay for making me appear not as short beside you :D:D

Wei Yang ♥ 

YOU ARE SO MEAN HAHA.

♥ Melissa Aaron Aaron Melissa ♥ 

The name twins of Followers! I love you guys much! :D

I miss dish-washing with you guys even though it was a very soapy, oily and watery experience. We must must must find time to catch up okay!

Aaron Chai ♥ 

Thank you for being such a great brother-in-Christ and for your concern all this while!

ALLISTERRR ♥ 

Thank you for holding my cake! HAHA. Yeah I totally heard about how you were supposed to get the cake and you had no money. IT'S OKAY :D Thank you for your encouragement and for your NICENESS :D

Naomi!!♥ 

Love you, girl! Thank you for getting the cake! Haha.

P.S. Good job scolding Allister xD

 Timmy ♥ 

I love your cute shirts! EMO ROBOT! Must give it a cookie now and then okay, so it'll feel happier! Thank you anyway for being such an entertainment and for wishing me ON TIME :D:D

  YFers ♥ 

Not everyone's here, but thank you, all you lovely people! 

 SHIQI ♥ 

Dear girl I'm so gonna miss you! Must spread our high-ness around to others okay! Thanks for being such an awesome crazy buddy! Here's hoping you'll start swimming your backstroke IN YOUR LANE :D

Chi Sin ♥ 

THANK YOU FOR BEING SO ELMO-ISH :D:D Thank you for teaching me so many things over the short span of time I've known you! You've been a blessing to all of us :) SEE YOU AROUND YO. Oh yeah! Thank you for the birthday wish too! :D 

Jocelyn & Joy ♥ 

Thank you for the sunflower!

There are still a lot more! Just know that I appreciate what you guys did and I really really am very touched by what all of you did! Thank you all loadddddds!
Especially for making my eighteenth such a memorable one (:

Hello, EIGHTEENTH

04032010  
(thanks Ah Qi for pointing that out HAHA. Cool date.)

BLESSED BIRTHDAY WENG NGAI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI JIE!
NICE BIRTHDAY, LYDIA! :D

I am officially EIGHTEEN.

A BIG thank you for those who remembered (and amazingly, did not get the date wrong) and wished me!

But first, BLESSED BIRTHDAY WENG NGAI. Yes, I beat you to it. Get over it haha. It's cool wishing you happy birthday! Let's celebrate one of our birthdays together okay! It's be sooooo fun :D Wishing you the bestest in camp and stay STRONG (literally hahahaha). Thanks for being such a great group mate! It's always so entertaining watching you hahah. May your walk with God grow deeper and closer with each passing day! Have a blessed 20th! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI JIE! Haha, it was funny today after econs, how we wished each other HAPPY BIRTHDAY at the same time :D Keep smiling alright, older twin brother! All the bestest for A's this year and everything else!

And here's my time to thank each and every single soul who wished me today. As usual, I didn't have a very loud birthday, and lessons drained my brain mentally, PE drained my body physically, but it was still a great birthday thanks to all the wonderful people/friends I have in my life! Thank God for seeing me through this 18 years of my life and for helping me to grow so much stronger with each trial He placed in my life. Thank God for the lovely and wonderful family and friends that have stuck by me throughout everything, and for all my brothers and sisters in Christ! Thank you, Lord, for everything.

Thank you to:

Valentia, Tricia, Jing Qi, Kia Hin, Dominic Lim and those who celebrated my birthday and sang the birthday song for me yesterday!
Thank you Valentia for the cake :D
Thank you Dominic Lim for the dinner, and Tricia & Jing Qi for celebrating for me! :D

Thank you Melissa Bernard,Terence, Ovidia, Chua Si Min, Hao Yi for wishing me early! :D

And for today, thank you-

WEI JIE, Jing Qi, Ruixiang, Kia Hin, Valentia, Fidelia, Chubby, WENG NGAI, Samuel Chan, Kenneth Kow, Wesley, Chi Sin, Yigeng, Kennard, Elijah, Wan Hui, Aaron Chia, Abel, Gina Jie, Dorothy Jie, Tricia, Samantha Koh, Zhen Wei, Zhuofei, Ruixian, Bing Geng, Eugene Ng, Adeline, Sheryl, Si Tong, Joylynn, Beverly, Rachel, Shih Ting, Shu Ting, Shu En, Tung Hsi, Esther, Priscilla, Siew Eng, Jia Yan, Pei Rong, Amanda, See Wei, Zhen Zhen, Wei Quan, Samuel Chang, Chak, Xing Qi, Kian Siong (and a couple of 41 guys, didn't notice who though haha), Timothy Foong, Timothy Loh, Min Jie, Chik Him, Mabel, Daniel Lim, Jing Han, Hong Sheng, Wei Fung, Stan, Samantha Seah, Robin, Arthur, Zi Jia, Mr Ken Leong, Yi Ren, Phyllis, Melissa Chua, Ginny, Wanxian, Audrey Lim, Mahavira, Jean Ng, Lincoln, Jocelyn Thng, Rebecca Tan, Jie Zhi, Clara, Joanne Wang, Wai Lai, Gabriel See, Keene, Aloysius, Aaron Chai, Darius, Wilson Toh, Zhi Xin, Yi Xiu, Zhi Qian, Daniel, Nerissa, Felicia Tay, Edmund, Rachel Kwan, Jane, Dinghong, CHUN LONG, Nicole Pua, Joanne Lua, Carin, Yeling, Daryl, Alicia Pua, Gary Goh, Serene Ong, Dominic Soh etc.

I'm sorry if I left you out, I really can't remember everyone! D:

Thank you Valentia my dearest girl friend ever :D Love you loads alright!

Thank you Jing Qi, the dear girl who's the FIRST to wish me exactly at 0000hrs and who wished me so many times! Love you, girl! :D

Thank you Tricia for the yummy cuppycake! Loves! :D

Thank you Terence for the HUGE pig bank and the band concert ticket and lollipop! Thank you for always being such a wonderful friend! :D

Thank you Shih Ting for the present that is still a mystery to me as of now haha! :)

Thank you Bing Geng for the stitch! Haha it's a super great and apt gift! :)

Thank you Chubby, for calling me at 0003hrs even though you were not feeling well! Take care alright, get well soon!

Thank you Jocelyn for ever being so cute and calling to wish me while being afraid you got the day wrong! :)

BEST FRIEND! :D Since you want to be the last, you will be the last HAHA. Thank you for the wish! And for being the bestest, greatest, nicest ever! :D

I didn't snap any photos today haha. But I'll upload any once I've got them :D

Why am I turning 18 so soon?
Not that it's anything bad, but, I feel as though time really flew by.

Everything from Primary 1 is still so vivid in my head. How we all held hands and walked to class, how I started a conversation with my first friend in EPPS, how we were all allocated seats and had to walk in twos according to height and with our fingers to our lips, how Ms Chiang's 5-finger rule was so powerful, how Ms Brenda Yeow changed the school entirely (literally), Action Box, Ms Gaistri, Ms Yuen, Mrs Ng etc. etc.

Now I'm turning 18 in 2 days, and the mood to celebrate my birthday is no longer as before. How we, as kids used to want to have a birthday party, inviting all our friends over, collecting presents, playing games and getting all sweaty all over. But now, a birthday song, a cake, a group of friends is already more than what I would ask for. I don't feel that same enthusiasm in celebrating it. We've really changed.


New friends, new school, new lives. 18 feels so daunting to me.
Maybe it's the pressure I've been giving myself. Maybe it's the situation around me. Maybe it's the situation I'm in. But I know for sure, that God will guide me through all these. He'll bring me out stronger than before.

'But he knoweth the way that I take: when he hath tried me, I shall come forth as gold.' -Job 23:10

Ahh 18, why are you here?

The aching feeling just won't go away.
I feel like crying all over again.

Sick again.
Flu, sore throat. Just waiting for fever to settle down and take its place in me.

Thank you, for always being there for me (:

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY KENNARD!! :D

Hi mummy! I don't know if you'll ever see this, but I want to let you know that you've been one of the greatest friends ever in my 5years with you in DHS. Thank you for always standing by me, and giving me so much (I really mean A LOT) of support, encouragement and help. You've been WONDERFUL, and I'm really so so so glad to have you in my life! 

I know sometimes I say things that are hurting, but don't be offended okay! You're still a fantastic friend :) And I do love you, kennard, for being one of the greatest friends ever! I think I share a lot of things with you haha. So thanks for everything, and I wish you the greatest of JOY and all the best for everything, especially your enlistment thingys. 

Hope you liked our celebration :D AND THE SUPER CUTE CAKE HAHA. 

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JING QI!! :D

I love you loads!! It's really been a fun and crazy and emotional 5+ years spent with you, and I'm so thankful for the friend in you :D Girl, you're 18! Legal already! It's alright, I'll be joining you soon enough then we just have to wait for Tricia to join us and we can all go watch M18s together HAHAHA.

Do stay strong and happy, and always hope in the Lord! In all circumstances, pray to Him and talk to Him okay! When you're unhappy, look to the Lord, for He is our source of strength and joy. He will never leave you alone to handle things you cannot cope alone. He will guide you throughout. So never feel disheartened okay :D

Hope you had a great 18th birthday! :D 

I'm losing my patience with you.

Happy Lunar New Year everyone :D

Dear God,
I pray for guidance, for help, in this time of uncertainty, confusion and loss of direction. Teach me, Lord, how do I face this.
Amen.

God,
Thank you for everything You've done for me. Thank you for always being the strength and comfort. Thank you, Lord.
Amen.

wishing you were somehow here again

Did I manage to finally make you proud of me?
Will be missed.

And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity. (1 Cor 13:13)

 

 

Source: here

reminded me of Jing Qi :D

 

Source: here