Feeling weak
Went to find Trish this morning and Ruixiang drew an evil smiley on my hand. Moreover, it's still there -.- nice one Ruixiang lol. Hmm, walked down with Trish. Thanks for everything, girl.
School was... amazingly short. 1245pm, we ended today. Chem Atmosphere was actually not as tough as I thought it would be. Then after school was soccer! There was Shih Ting, Yingjie, Ovidia, Serene, Quan Huan, Kia Hin and me! Lynn and Chua Si Min weren't playing though ): Anyway, I think we did improve, and when we played with the guys, it trained us even harder. So yeah, thanks guys and great job girls, we work well together!
These 3 weeks have really let me realise a lot of things. It really gave me the time and space to think about things I had never thought of, or looked back to reflect on. Finally I can understand why those things could happen. In fact, nowadays I feel different, different from how the past Lydia was. I've become how I was expected to be, yet things have changed. Is it too late to regret things?
Just 6 more days, and I'll have to endure the tears of seeing Daddy leave for work overseas for another half a year again. It isn't easy for Daddy, I do understand, but it's hard to part again. Sigh.
Life, what is it?
Friday, July 18, 2008
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Went out with Trish today!
It was a very very last minute decision, and that woman ar, takes half an hour to pack her bag -.-
Haha, it's weird because people say we look alike, then when we walk together like sisters liddat. Hmm, as usual I couldn't decide where to go but in the end we went Bugis. The place has really changed from the last time I was there. Goes to show how long I haven't been there! Then we ate at Pastamania. Haven't been there for ages too. We had wanted to try the new Japanese pasta but then in the end somehow, we decided to take back the ones from the normal menu.
Shopping with her is fun! Aye, we always end up in peals of laughter over nothing, especially in the train lol. We bought bday presents for each other, which were about like exactly the same thing, yay, thanks trishy! (: and you're welcome too haha. Today's probably one of the few days that I actually picked myself out from the misery. We should really go out together again some time (:
Haha, I just saw something on Moodle. 4C'08 has a Goh RongHui, 2B'08 has a He RongHui. Lol, and I thought he was the only RongHui in DHS. Cool discovery.
Okay, good luck 4C and all taking the Hamlet test tomorrow (:
It was a very very last minute decision, and that woman ar, takes half an hour to pack her bag -.-
Haha, it's weird because people say we look alike, then when we walk together like sisters liddat. Hmm, as usual I couldn't decide where to go but in the end we went Bugis. The place has really changed from the last time I was there. Goes to show how long I haven't been there! Then we ate at Pastamania. Haven't been there for ages too. We had wanted to try the new Japanese pasta but then in the end somehow, we decided to take back the ones from the normal menu.
Shopping with her is fun! Aye, we always end up in peals of laughter over nothing, especially in the train lol. We bought bday presents for each other, which were about like exactly the same thing, yay, thanks trishy! (: and you're welcome too haha. Today's probably one of the few days that I actually picked myself out from the misery. We should really go out together again some time (:
Haha, I just saw something on Moodle. 4C'08 has a Goh RongHui, 2B'08 has a He RongHui. Lol, and I thought he was the only RongHui in DHS. Cool discovery.
Okay, good luck 4C and all taking the Hamlet test tomorrow (:
Saturday, July 05, 2008
Happy 1st month Ynja baby!
Your Aunt Lydia loves you alot! Stay a happy baby!
Trish, I'm dead.
It's hard, but I try to stay the way I have to be. Treasure what you have, don't ever give up so easily on what you have or you cannot turn back. I'm learning, very very hard, to try to take things in my stride. Too many things happening at the same time. Things at home, things in school, things with friends etc.
I don't want to say, don't want to talk about it to anyone. I'm tired. I'm really really tired, I'm giving up on myself already. I'm happy for you, Daryl. Treasure her. She's a really great girl, I can tell. Just I think she needs more concern from you. You're a great nephew to me, so I'm sure you're just equally nice to everyone else too.
Trish, thanks alot. You're the only one who stood by me throughout, even through late at night.
It's hard.
It really is.
It's taking a toll on me.
And I don't know how long more can I hold out.
Your Aunt Lydia loves you alot! Stay a happy baby!
Trish, I'm dead.
It's hard, but I try to stay the way I have to be. Treasure what you have, don't ever give up so easily on what you have or you cannot turn back. I'm learning, very very hard, to try to take things in my stride. Too many things happening at the same time. Things at home, things in school, things with friends etc.
I don't want to say, don't want to talk about it to anyone. I'm tired. I'm really really tired, I'm giving up on myself already. I'm happy for you, Daryl. Treasure her. She's a really great girl, I can tell. Just I think she needs more concern from you. You're a great nephew to me, so I'm sure you're just equally nice to everyone else too.
Trish, thanks alot. You're the only one who stood by me throughout, even through late at night.
It's hard.
It really is.
It's taking a toll on me.
And I don't know how long more can I hold out.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
I think, what my brother said to me yesterday was really very nice of him. Even though to him it was nothing, it meant something to me. So, thanks kor, even if you don't know what you said.
I have great friend(s). Thanks Lynn. You know what I mean, and that's all that matters already. I don't wish to blow up matters. No matter how bad I feel inside, I'd put up with it. I don't know how long I can last, but at least, for now, I can take it. I'm contented enough where I am. I know where I stand. I'm nothing, zero, zilch. I'm last. I've lost the race, Lynn.
there was
I have great friend(s). Thanks Lynn. You know what I mean, and that's all that matters already. I don't wish to blow up matters. No matter how bad I feel inside, I'd put up with it. I don't know how long I can last, but at least, for now, I can take it. I'm contented enough where I am. I know where I stand. I'm nothing, zero, zilch. I'm last. I've lost the race, Lynn.
there was
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
Whee!
Elective wasn't exactly fun, but at least the game was quite entertaining. There were only 3 girls - Shih Ting, Zina and me. And lucky me got to join the guys group that I'm closer to, since we three girls had to be separated lol. Yay to USA! Eh, I'm the President haha. Jun Hao's the Economic Advisor/Foreign Minister (we switched roles). Rong Hui's the Service Chief for US Army, Tsun Leung for US Air and Jordan for US Navy. I think we work quite well lah, just a bit of problems here and there that i shouldn't mention here. Problems with communication, i'd say. But still, I like my group. Mr Zein's a really nice teacher. Yay.
Well, these few days have been great. Thanks for the times out together yeah? Haha, class outing this sunday! I can't wait! If you guys see this, PLEASE GO FOR CLASS OUTING. Like finally one in one and a half years! Oh hope Jun Hao gets well soon enough to go for class outing. GET WELL SOON JUNHAO! Good luck Chak in persuading people to go too. I've really tried lol. I'll still try though!
That's all, byebye everyone.
P.S. Haha, Daryl, I feel like a love advisor xD and, I like her!
life is confusing
sometimes i wonder
why do we even have to live?
Elective wasn't exactly fun, but at least the game was quite entertaining. There were only 3 girls - Shih Ting, Zina and me. And lucky me got to join the guys group that I'm closer to, since we three girls had to be separated lol. Yay to USA! Eh, I'm the President haha. Jun Hao's the Economic Advisor/Foreign Minister (we switched roles). Rong Hui's the Service Chief for US Army, Tsun Leung for US Air and Jordan for US Navy. I think we work quite well lah, just a bit of problems here and there that i shouldn't mention here. Problems with communication, i'd say. But still, I like my group. Mr Zein's a really nice teacher. Yay.
Well, these few days have been great. Thanks for the times out together yeah? Haha, class outing this sunday! I can't wait! If you guys see this, PLEASE GO FOR CLASS OUTING. Like finally one in one and a half years! Oh hope Jun Hao gets well soon enough to go for class outing. GET WELL SOON JUNHAO! Good luck Chak in persuading people to go too. I've really tried lol. I'll still try though!
That's all, byebye everyone.
P.S. Haha, Daryl, I feel like a love advisor xD and, I like her!
life is confusing
sometimes i wonder
why do we even have to live?
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Year 4 Level Camp!
Although it was tiring, I really enjoyed the camp.
We had the Gunung Panti Trek on the first day. Being the first group to experience leeches wasn't that bad, cos at least we needn't hear the other people tell stories about leech bites! Lucky for my group, none of got any leech bites. HURRAY TO GROUP 19! The mountain trek was indeed tiring, going uphill especially. Yingjie sprained her ankle while coming downhill. I think this really taught us alot about teamwork, cooperation and effective communication. Our group bonded on the first day and worked really well together.
THe Pelepah Waterfall trek was great too. In fact, it's one of my favourites. We had to climb rocks and threaded through alot of water. But still, it was a total blast when we reached the end and splashed each other with water. Helping each other with the climbing of rocks and all really helped us bond even closer together.
Team Titanic. Our raft was really very stable actually. But there was too little rope or else we could have won. Anyway, good job to the people who took part - Ovidia, Lee Si Min, Rong Hui, Hao Yi, Zhen Zhou, Yu Hui, Ophelia, Xun Lin.
Kayaking! Yay I was grouped with Christopher and Rong Hui. Haha, having two guys is real great because they'd be able to do more work. Lol, kidding. It was tiring for the arms and the water was supr dirty and smelly but we still enjoyed it. Splashing water at classmates and teachers, racing each other to a certain point.. We all really had fun despite the disgusting water.
Firefly cruise was super boring. You only see the fireflies on the trees and one or two flying around. The rest was just sitting in the boat. Alot of people were sleeping, including CHAK haha. Expected right. But really, it was boring though the sight was pretty.
Nature Elements, Low Ropes and Mass Games. These three sections really brought our group so much closer together as a CLASS. We worked as a class in these three activities and I could really feel the bond. Transporting our friends over, consoling them and helping them to pick up courage, throwing water bombs at instructors and teachers and later getting splashed with buckets of water.
Campfire was a total blast! We all cheered our hearts out and sang along with the music. Scorpion King FREDDY was one of the hosts alongside with Camp Chief Weiquan. They were really very comical haha. The class items were not bad. I loved the time after campfire. When our class came together in one chalet and played games and all. The rest of the details shall be kept shh shh! THANKS FREDDY, YOU ROCK! :D
All in all, I really enjoyed the camp though the conditions were quite bad. Insects everywhere, bad toilet, stuffy tents, leeches etc. The camp really taught me alot and let me experience something totally new, something that i wouldn't go try on my own at this age. The class bonded, especially when preparing for the campfire item. The guys really made the dancing girls feel so touched. Everything was so last minute, yet they cheered us on and believed that we could do it. Thanks Jason, Chak, Terence, Tsun Leung and all the other guys who came up to tell us that we could do it. Our class guys rawk. And so do the class girls! (:
Scorpia (C,D,I,J) was really great too! We cheered and cheered like nobody's business and all of us were quite bonded though we were from different classes. I'll never forget the instructors, especially 4C's FARAH and PINGWEI, scorpion king FREDDY, group 19's partner group's (group 20) RUTH, and the crazy WAYNA. SCORPIA PSSSSSSST.
I love 4C'08.
Through this camp, we've been through so much together. All the laughter, the disagreements, the encouragements, the tears, the bond. I'll never forget this. I'll never forget all of us.
I love 4C'08.
Group 19: Farah! Terence (G), Kenneth (AG)
Serene, Quan Huan, Melody, Yingjie, Ovidia, Lee Si Min, Yang Yang, Wang Zheng, ME!
Rong Hui, Jiang Rui, Christopher, Qi Hang, Hao Yi, Chen Yang
4C'08 <3
Although it was tiring, I really enjoyed the camp.
We had the Gunung Panti Trek on the first day. Being the first group to experience leeches wasn't that bad, cos at least we needn't hear the other people tell stories about leech bites! Lucky for my group, none of got any leech bites. HURRAY TO GROUP 19! The mountain trek was indeed tiring, going uphill especially. Yingjie sprained her ankle while coming downhill. I think this really taught us alot about teamwork, cooperation and effective communication. Our group bonded on the first day and worked really well together.
THe Pelepah Waterfall trek was great too. In fact, it's one of my favourites. We had to climb rocks and threaded through alot of water. But still, it was a total blast when we reached the end and splashed each other with water. Helping each other with the climbing of rocks and all really helped us bond even closer together.
Team Titanic. Our raft was really very stable actually. But there was too little rope or else we could have won. Anyway, good job to the people who took part - Ovidia, Lee Si Min, Rong Hui, Hao Yi, Zhen Zhou, Yu Hui, Ophelia, Xun Lin.
Kayaking! Yay I was grouped with Christopher and Rong Hui. Haha, having two guys is real great because they'd be able to do more work. Lol, kidding. It was tiring for the arms and the water was supr dirty and smelly but we still enjoyed it. Splashing water at classmates and teachers, racing each other to a certain point.. We all really had fun despite the disgusting water.
Firefly cruise was super boring. You only see the fireflies on the trees and one or two flying around. The rest was just sitting in the boat. Alot of people were sleeping, including CHAK haha. Expected right. But really, it was boring though the sight was pretty.
Nature Elements, Low Ropes and Mass Games. These three sections really brought our group so much closer together as a CLASS. We worked as a class in these three activities and I could really feel the bond. Transporting our friends over, consoling them and helping them to pick up courage, throwing water bombs at instructors and teachers and later getting splashed with buckets of water.
Campfire was a total blast! We all cheered our hearts out and sang along with the music. Scorpion King FREDDY was one of the hosts alongside with Camp Chief Weiquan. They were really very comical haha. The class items were not bad. I loved the time after campfire. When our class came together in one chalet and played games and all. The rest of the details shall be kept shh shh! THANKS FREDDY, YOU ROCK! :D
All in all, I really enjoyed the camp though the conditions were quite bad. Insects everywhere, bad toilet, stuffy tents, leeches etc. The camp really taught me alot and let me experience something totally new, something that i wouldn't go try on my own at this age. The class bonded, especially when preparing for the campfire item. The guys really made the dancing girls feel so touched. Everything was so last minute, yet they cheered us on and believed that we could do it. Thanks Jason, Chak, Terence, Tsun Leung and all the other guys who came up to tell us that we could do it. Our class guys rawk. And so do the class girls! (:
Scorpia (C,D,I,J) was really great too! We cheered and cheered like nobody's business and all of us were quite bonded though we were from different classes. I'll never forget the instructors, especially 4C's FARAH and PINGWEI, scorpion king FREDDY, group 19's partner group's (group 20) RUTH, and the crazy WAYNA. SCORPIA PSSSSSSST.
I love 4C'08.
Through this camp, we've been through so much together. All the laughter, the disagreements, the encouragements, the tears, the bond. I'll never forget this. I'll never forget all of us.
I love 4C'08.
Group 19: Farah! Terence (G), Kenneth (AG)
Serene, Quan Huan, Melody, Yingjie, Ovidia, Lee Si Min, Yang Yang, Wang Zheng, ME!
Rong Hui, Jiang Rui, Christopher, Qi Hang, Hao Yi, Chen Yang
4C'08 <3
Saturday, May 10, 2008
i think 4C'08 rawks!
cip was really good. talked to a few of the elderly after doing some singing. although it was quite a stone time for the singing, but at least we tried our best. so good job girls and guys! sorry i flared at some of you k ): was totally in a fluster what to do. i think some of the elderly really very interesting. they tell you all sorts of stories that's in the past and just talk to you about their lives. they're really friendly and i really think some of their drawing really better than mine. i can't draw to save my life!
had class dinner! even youri turned up haha. the others that were there were chua si min, lee si min, lynn, ovid, quanhuan, ronghui, christopher, kenneth, junhao, tsun leung, qihang, jiezhi and jason. very fun! never had class dinner before, so this was a really good experience. very fun with the whole class eating together.
then later walked to lynn's condo to learn chacha from ovid! wah the guys walked super slow! long legs but walk so slow haha. and i thought guys walk very fast one. misconception! but well, learning chacha was fun! paired up with chua and actually we learn quite fast. chua left soon after so i paired with lynn. haha we learn very fast lor. the guys were super comical.
left the place at 830pm and went home with ronghui, tsun, kenneth and christopher. yupp. chris alighted at paya lebar and the other 3 guys at tampines. but all in all the day was fun.
today we met at 430pm at lynn's place again to practice chacha. finished it really quickly cos actually its really quite easy. then we played a few games, as in the girls, then we learnt the dance from angelina! ITS FUN FUN FUN. REALLY VERY FUN. YAY. our guys cant dance lol. good job girls! left early with serene and came home for dinner. so here i am now. lol.
okay that's all byebye!
cip was really good. talked to a few of the elderly after doing some singing. although it was quite a stone time for the singing, but at least we tried our best. so good job girls and guys! sorry i flared at some of you k ): was totally in a fluster what to do. i think some of the elderly really very interesting. they tell you all sorts of stories that's in the past and just talk to you about their lives. they're really friendly and i really think some of their drawing really better than mine. i can't draw to save my life!
had class dinner! even youri turned up haha. the others that were there were chua si min, lee si min, lynn, ovid, quanhuan, ronghui, christopher, kenneth, junhao, tsun leung, qihang, jiezhi and jason. very fun! never had class dinner before, so this was a really good experience. very fun with the whole class eating together.
then later walked to lynn's condo to learn chacha from ovid! wah the guys walked super slow! long legs but walk so slow haha. and i thought guys walk very fast one. misconception! but well, learning chacha was fun! paired up with chua and actually we learn quite fast. chua left soon after so i paired with lynn. haha we learn very fast lor. the guys were super comical.
left the place at 830pm and went home with ronghui, tsun, kenneth and christopher. yupp. chris alighted at paya lebar and the other 3 guys at tampines. but all in all the day was fun.
today we met at 430pm at lynn's place again to practice chacha. finished it really quickly cos actually its really quite easy. then we played a few games, as in the girls, then we learnt the dance from angelina! ITS FUN FUN FUN. REALLY VERY FUN. YAY. our guys cant dance lol. good job girls! left early with serene and came home for dinner. so here i am now. lol.
okay that's all byebye!
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
quote of the day!
"i dont know how to eat a pear!"
-terence yong.
haha what an idiot.
macs breakfast with daddy today! yumyum. bought for rh too, and since there was extra, terence took it. lol. had 4 periods of geog today cos of presentations, but they werent too bad (: good job guys!
okay thats all byebye.
"i dont know how to eat a pear!"
-terence yong.
haha what an idiot.
macs breakfast with daddy today! yumyum. bought for rh too, and since there was extra, terence took it. lol. had 4 periods of geog today cos of presentations, but they werent too bad (: good job guys!
okay thats all byebye.
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
yeah yeah, i know my blog's dead.
even jingqi's and trish's are dead as well.
well, these few days haven't been exactly great. so many things happened. lynn's right, life does suck, but who are we to determine our circumstances? not much hw recently, but i guess most of us have been studying hard for tests, tests and more tests. gah, boring lifestyle. we've had this subject combi talk recently for year5 next year. i guess, all the subs are about the same, but it really depends on your interest in them.
oh, thanks lynn, chua and shihting for standing by me when i needed you guys so bloody much. i would have died by now if it wasn't for you all encouraging me. but still... sigh. life sucks to the max. thanks ovid and trish too, for caring.
been seriously ill these few days. lost my voice, flu, sore throat, cough. i hate this. but it's just as well, then i wouldn't have to speak, for i'm afraid that when i start to say something, i would say something wrong. life sucks.
even jingqi's and trish's are dead as well.
well, these few days haven't been exactly great. so many things happened. lynn's right, life does suck, but who are we to determine our circumstances? not much hw recently, but i guess most of us have been studying hard for tests, tests and more tests. gah, boring lifestyle. we've had this subject combi talk recently for year5 next year. i guess, all the subs are about the same, but it really depends on your interest in them.
oh, thanks lynn, chua and shihting for standing by me when i needed you guys so bloody much. i would have died by now if it wasn't for you all encouraging me. but still... sigh. life sucks to the max. thanks ovid and trish too, for caring.
been seriously ill these few days. lost my voice, flu, sore throat, cough. i hate this. but it's just as well, then i wouldn't have to speak, for i'm afraid that when i start to say something, i would say something wrong. life sucks.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
i think i should update about choir handover!
just a very short one.
we cried like mad. thanks for everything, juniors, you guys, rawk (: especially when we had our arms across each other's shoulders and singing the song.. it was really heartwarming, thanks you all for all the wonderful times this 4 years.
so, here's the new admin/welfare list! yay.
President: Jane Wang
VP Discipline: Kasey Koh
VP Events: Jin Shou Yi
Welfare Head: Charmaine Lau
Welfare Member: Gillian Lee
Welfare Member: Xi Meng
Treasurer: Liu Xin Tong
all the best to choir comm 08~09. i believe you guys can do a great job!
just a very short one.
we cried like mad. thanks for everything, juniors, you guys, rawk (: especially when we had our arms across each other's shoulders and singing the song.. it was really heartwarming, thanks you all for all the wonderful times this 4 years.
so, here's the new admin/welfare list! yay.
President: Jane Wang
VP Discipline: Kasey Koh
VP Events: Jin Shou Yi
Welfare Head: Charmaine Lau
Welfare Member: Gillian Lee
Welfare Member: Xi Meng
Treasurer: Liu Xin Tong
all the best to choir comm 08~09. i believe you guys can do a great job!
Thursday, March 27, 2008
happy 16th birthday chunlong!
you'll always be that friend of mine (: hope you've had a nice birthday, though i couldn't wish you through sms or what, i still remember your birthday. hope you check here though. yupp. all the best in whatever you do, and don't forget us friends here, back in singapore!
so today, lessons were pretty much okay. haha. maths quiz was o_O as expected! rawrrrr. to think i thought i knew everything. turned out that i didn't know much after all. gotta revise more! ahhh. choir interviews have finally come to an end! wah, seriously, interviewing people is really energy draining. you'd feel so blur and tired and groggy after that you just feel like falling asleep when you can. lol. yay.
went home with trish and wansi! lols we were having a lot of laughter on the mrt ride back. wansi alighted at outram park so left trish and i. we went into fits of laughter for so many things till our stomachs ached and tears flowed out ahaha. talked about some stuff on the train too! *wink* hee. ultimately, we were very very high. people must have thought dunman high girls are crazy people, laughing non stop like mad people. whee.
lalala. actually nothing really exciting have been going on. the greatest news for this school week is: THERE'S NO TESTS! HAHAHA. though some tests that we got back were really disappointing while some were really good, i think as long as i did try, i know i haven't let myself down fully.
heh, i can't wait for level camp!
you'll always be that friend of mine (: hope you've had a nice birthday, though i couldn't wish you through sms or what, i still remember your birthday. hope you check here though. yupp. all the best in whatever you do, and don't forget us friends here, back in singapore!
so today, lessons were pretty much okay. haha. maths quiz was o_O as expected! rawrrrr. to think i thought i knew everything. turned out that i didn't know much after all. gotta revise more! ahhh. choir interviews have finally come to an end! wah, seriously, interviewing people is really energy draining. you'd feel so blur and tired and groggy after that you just feel like falling asleep when you can. lol. yay.
went home with trish and wansi! lols we were having a lot of laughter on the mrt ride back. wansi alighted at outram park so left trish and i. we went into fits of laughter for so many things till our stomachs ached and tears flowed out ahaha. talked about some stuff on the train too! *wink* hee. ultimately, we were very very high. people must have thought dunman high girls are crazy people, laughing non stop like mad people. whee.
lalala. actually nothing really exciting have been going on. the greatest news for this school week is: THERE'S NO TESTS! HAHAHA. though some tests that we got back were really disappointing while some were really good, i think as long as i did try, i know i haven't let myself down fully.
heh, i can't wait for level camp!
Sunday, March 23, 2008
post 45! hahaha.
yay i like the date.
oh yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR LIANG HAOYI. see i'm so nice. went out today and at the same time got haoyi's present. it's as lame as the one he got for me hahaha. i'm like so sure he'll love it hahaha. oh well, still, it's a present! i vandalised it like dunno what. hehe. wanted to get him something else but realised that it was really really too expensive! so sorry haoyi!
hmm what happened the past few days? erm. haha. can't remember. just know that it's been a very busy schedule and it'll still be. choir interview was so interesting. i like the year4 comm members which is like only 7 of us lol (quoting jingqi here). still, they're a lovely bunch. teckhuat is like so cute. he sat beside me and gave those funny expresions. heh.
today my piano teacher called my mum and ask her why i didnt go for piano lesson. so my mum told me and i called her back and almost argued with her that she said next week! rawr. but nevermind lah, it doesn't matter, i'm still going next week. she confused herself lor. bleh.
rarrrr school's tomorrow! so many things due tomorrow, so that's all. bye!
yay i like the date.
oh yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR LIANG HAOYI. see i'm so nice. went out today and at the same time got haoyi's present. it's as lame as the one he got for me hahaha. i'm like so sure he'll love it hahaha. oh well, still, it's a present! i vandalised it like dunno what. hehe. wanted to get him something else but realised that it was really really too expensive! so sorry haoyi!
hmm what happened the past few days? erm. haha. can't remember. just know that it's been a very busy schedule and it'll still be. choir interview was so interesting. i like the year4 comm members which is like only 7 of us lol (quoting jingqi here). still, they're a lovely bunch. teckhuat is like so cute. he sat beside me and gave those funny expresions. heh.
today my piano teacher called my mum and ask her why i didnt go for piano lesson. so my mum told me and i called her back and almost argued with her that she said next week! rawr. but nevermind lah, it doesn't matter, i'm still going next week. she confused herself lor. bleh.
rarrrr school's tomorrow! so many things due tomorrow, so that's all. bye!
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
it's been really long huh?
choir concert was okay. being the emcee, i was unusually nervous, afraid that i'd forget all my lines when i'm up there. really, i did stumble a bit, but i still went through it quite okay, considering that there were no rehearsals with the choir. oh well. i wouldn't say that i'm proud of the choir for their effort because there wasn't effort at all. maybe a little from the few members who care. but for the rest of them? who actually put in their 100% in each and every choir practice? not many sensed the urgency, not many took it seriously. are you happy now that we got scolded after a concert? it's like the first ever.
after concert was the best. went for dinner with 4C people at macs then went home together. yay thanks to all you guys who came for the choir concert although it wasn't an absolutely fabulous one. thanks to CHAK for coming even though he was limping!
well days after that were so busy because it's the last week. had tests and quizzes and busy schedules. choir handover's on the 28 march. our batch's comm will only be in lead for 9 months. it's so fast. too soon. we're not prepared and we're only beginning to settle down nicely into our positions. everything's so quick it's making it difficult for us to breathe. so much to do, so much to plan, yet so little time. how are we ever going to cope? i'm sure the 07~08 comm has already tried their best and though our time in the comm is short, we still did our very best to help the choir.
oh well. had this service learning training the past two days. actually it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. it was quite fun and when it ended yesterday, i felt like i really learnt something from there, from my group's dearest mentor - yvonne! although it was tiring doing all the collection and carrying, it was indeed a learning process. shuting, maureen and i even had drinks from this kind old lady. yay.
so well, now i'm stoning and contemplating whether should i start on my maths homework or wait till another since i have nothing much to do and can slack. heh. terence is so slack i feel like killing him. he practically has nothing to do lah! idiot. thanks for the baby shirt hor, terry and haoyi (: it's cute.
jingqi: don't be so stressed and don't think so much okay? you've already done your best and all of us can tell. it isn't easy being in your position especially when you've never been in the comm before. you had to learn a lot of things before you can finally settle in, yet now we're handing over already. we all know that you've tried your best dear. we all love you k. lyd loves you (:
tricia: we're finally putting down all the responsibilities and stress. you've been great in teaching us stuff about comm, since you're the only one who's been in the comm before after chunlong left and minjie... yeah. you're a great sc too. we know that you've done a lot for the choir and we appreciate it. love you (: (well i bet you don't need me to! hahaha)
letting go...
choir concert was okay. being the emcee, i was unusually nervous, afraid that i'd forget all my lines when i'm up there. really, i did stumble a bit, but i still went through it quite okay, considering that there were no rehearsals with the choir. oh well. i wouldn't say that i'm proud of the choir for their effort because there wasn't effort at all. maybe a little from the few members who care. but for the rest of them? who actually put in their 100% in each and every choir practice? not many sensed the urgency, not many took it seriously. are you happy now that we got scolded after a concert? it's like the first ever.
after concert was the best. went for dinner with 4C people at macs then went home together. yay thanks to all you guys who came for the choir concert although it wasn't an absolutely fabulous one. thanks to CHAK for coming even though he was limping!
well days after that were so busy because it's the last week. had tests and quizzes and busy schedules. choir handover's on the 28 march. our batch's comm will only be in lead for 9 months. it's so fast. too soon. we're not prepared and we're only beginning to settle down nicely into our positions. everything's so quick it's making it difficult for us to breathe. so much to do, so much to plan, yet so little time. how are we ever going to cope? i'm sure the 07~08 comm has already tried their best and though our time in the comm is short, we still did our very best to help the choir.
oh well. had this service learning training the past two days. actually it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. it was quite fun and when it ended yesterday, i felt like i really learnt something from there, from my group's dearest mentor - yvonne! although it was tiring doing all the collection and carrying, it was indeed a learning process. shuting, maureen and i even had drinks from this kind old lady. yay.
so well, now i'm stoning and contemplating whether should i start on my maths homework or wait till another since i have nothing much to do and can slack. heh. terence is so slack i feel like killing him. he practically has nothing to do lah! idiot. thanks for the baby shirt hor, terry and haoyi (: it's cute.
jingqi: don't be so stressed and don't think so much okay? you've already done your best and all of us can tell. it isn't easy being in your position especially when you've never been in the comm before. you had to learn a lot of things before you can finally settle in, yet now we're handing over already. we all know that you've tried your best dear. we all love you k. lyd loves you (:
tricia: we're finally putting down all the responsibilities and stress. you've been great in teaching us stuff about comm, since you're the only one who's been in the comm before after chunlong left and minjie... yeah. you're a great sc too. we know that you've done a lot for the choir and we appreciate it. love you (: (well i bet you don't need me to! hahaha)
letting go...
Monday, March 03, 2008
Friday, February 29, 2008
happy leap day!
although it's not a happy one for most.
gen, kasey and lydia.
the three crazy spastic peeps in the 2nd row.
we're all in this together
don't worry girls <3
thanks ronghui, lynn, chua si min and shihting for being there! you guys are always the ones there to make me smile and to cheer me up with all your crappiness and concern. seriously the bestest buds ever!
choir.
i still don't understand why can't they sense the urgency. mind you, it's only 4 more days with 2 a weekday. that leaves us ONE prac more before the actual concert. look at the way they're behaving? look at the way they think there's still 4 months more instead of 4 days? really, it makes me so disgusted. i don't expect us to sound exceptionally nice. I just hope things would go well and that everything would be fine. onus is you, not us. we can't always be there for you to support on.
went home with ronghui and junhao. lol, quite funny. but i shan't elaborate here. it's late and i want to sleep. i'm really so sick and tired of all these already.
besides the few, who would actually understand what we're going through, the pressure and stress that's building up inside us and on us? P = (roh)gh? Nah, P = all these things put together. thanks, i'm sure you appreciate how much stress you're giving us.
shut up.
although it's not a happy one for most.
gen, kasey and lydia.
the three crazy spastic peeps in the 2nd row.
we're all in this together
don't worry girls <3
thanks ronghui, lynn, chua si min and shihting for being there! you guys are always the ones there to make me smile and to cheer me up with all your crappiness and concern. seriously the bestest buds ever!
choir.
i still don't understand why can't they sense the urgency. mind you, it's only 4 more days with 2 a weekday. that leaves us ONE prac more before the actual concert. look at the way they're behaving? look at the way they think there's still 4 months more instead of 4 days? really, it makes me so disgusted. i don't expect us to sound exceptionally nice. I just hope things would go well and that everything would be fine. onus is you, not us. we can't always be there for you to support on.
went home with ronghui and junhao. lol, quite funny. but i shan't elaborate here. it's late and i want to sleep. i'm really so sick and tired of all these already.
besides the few, who would actually understand what we're going through, the pressure and stress that's building up inside us and on us? P = (roh)gh? Nah, P = all these things put together. thanks, i'm sure you appreciate how much stress you're giving us.
shut up.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
wow i realise how dead this blog's been.
anyway, choir concert's in 6 days!. which means my 16th birthday is in 6 days!. haha cool.
so school was moderate today. loads of crap stuff came up and dampened my mood. total drastic change, seriously. you wouldn't want to know what happened. had to touch up the choir banner cos some foil wasn't sticking properly, then sent it back to ms lin. finally! it looks quite nice actually. thanks ronghui, for your wondrous help!
left school with chuasimin, lynn and ronghui. leesimin, ovidia and cuiting caught up later so the girls walked together while i walked ahead with ronghui, since we were gonna study together. heh, really enjoyed studying with you!
hmm yeah, dinner with parents and that concludes my day. well, i actually CAN wait for my birthday this year to come. anyway, no soft toys or stationeries please! hahah. yupp. oh wow.
EDIT:
im beginning to understand why the past seniors were so frustrated with us. actually, not beginning to, but already know why. thanks ar to those of you who made things so difficult. i shan't point out who though. look, it's just 6 days left to concert and this is how you guys are behaving? we aren't always there to support you and help you. we know that it's rush, but we've done all that we could within our means, tried our very best to help you guys. so why can't you guys just try to do what you can?! there's no point for us to keep repeating the same things and trying to protect you all when you guys don't even bother at all. never mind if you don't appreciate what the seniors have done for you, but at least, do your part, do your utmost best for your cca will you? would you be happy if ms tham and mr tay left us? it won't be just walking out anymore. it'll be walking out and never coming back. i'm sure jingqi and tricia's have enough stress as it is already. we should learn to understand and lessen their burden by fulfilling our own individual responsibilities right? haix. whatever.
damn. it's getting me so pissed off.
/EDIT
as the silent rain pours
anyway, choir concert's in 6 days!. which means my 16th birthday is in 6 days!. haha cool.
so school was moderate today. loads of crap stuff came up and dampened my mood. total drastic change, seriously. you wouldn't want to know what happened. had to touch up the choir banner cos some foil wasn't sticking properly, then sent it back to ms lin. finally! it looks quite nice actually. thanks ronghui, for your wondrous help!
left school with chuasimin, lynn and ronghui. leesimin, ovidia and cuiting caught up later so the girls walked together while i walked ahead with ronghui, since we were gonna study together. heh, really enjoyed studying with you!
hmm yeah, dinner with parents and that concludes my day. well, i actually CAN wait for my birthday this year to come. anyway, no soft toys or stationeries please! hahah. yupp. oh wow.
EDIT:
im beginning to understand why the past seniors were so frustrated with us. actually, not beginning to, but already know why. thanks ar to those of you who made things so difficult. i shan't point out who though. look, it's just 6 days left to concert and this is how you guys are behaving? we aren't always there to support you and help you. we know that it's rush, but we've done all that we could within our means, tried our very best to help you guys. so why can't you guys just try to do what you can?! there's no point for us to keep repeating the same things and trying to protect you all when you guys don't even bother at all. never mind if you don't appreciate what the seniors have done for you, but at least, do your part, do your utmost best for your cca will you? would you be happy if ms tham and mr tay left us? it won't be just walking out anymore. it'll be walking out and never coming back. i'm sure jingqi and tricia's have enough stress as it is already. we should learn to understand and lessen their burden by fulfilling our own individual responsibilities right? haix. whatever.
damn. it's getting me so pissed off.
/EDIT
as the silent rain pours
Saturday, February 16, 2008
don't think i don't know what you've been doing.
it's not what you think was happening.
but why do i even bother to explain?
you wouldn't believe me anyway.
went ronghui's house for bp project today. actually was quite sian cos we didnt really have much to do. youri didn't turn up as well, and we didn't have the programme to do the dubbing. the movie couldnt open on ronghui's com so we couldn't even do the subtitles. but dunno how we ended so late.
had lunch only at 330pm. ronghui and i went to buy back then when we came back i realised how dead everyone looked. even i myself was really bored out. haix, we're so gonna fail bp ahahaha. at least it's not counted in gpa right. btw, i don't like *ahem* i guess only my members would understand who i mean hahahaha. i really mean I DON'T LIKE ALOT. darn.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGQI
retard buddy loves you always! hahahaha.
happy sweet sixteen and hope you got loads of presents and hope you really enjoyed yourself today with your family and buddies hahahaha. love ya <3
look, there's really nothing i can do.
nothing, if you think this way.
just as well then,
i can save my breath from explanation.
(if you think it's you, no, it's not, so don't get the wrong idea)
it's not what you think was happening.
but why do i even bother to explain?
you wouldn't believe me anyway.
went ronghui's house for bp project today. actually was quite sian cos we didnt really have much to do. youri didn't turn up as well, and we didn't have the programme to do the dubbing. the movie couldnt open on ronghui's com so we couldn't even do the subtitles. but dunno how we ended so late.
had lunch only at 330pm. ronghui and i went to buy back then when we came back i realised how dead everyone looked. even i myself was really bored out. haix, we're so gonna fail bp ahahaha. at least it's not counted in gpa right. btw, i don't like *ahem* i guess only my members would understand who i mean hahahaha. i really mean I DON'T LIKE ALOT. darn.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGQI
retard buddy loves you always! hahahaha.
happy sweet sixteen and hope you got loads of presents and hope you really enjoyed yourself today with your family and buddies hahahaha. love ya <3
look, there's really nothing i can do.
nothing, if you think this way.
just as well then,
i can save my breath from explanation.
(if you think it's you, no, it's not, so don't get the wrong idea)
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